'''hua yang shao nian shao nu''' is my latest indulgence after 1 litre of tears. spendin my time on drama serials. 'm so free anyway. lol.
8:03 AM
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
BACK FROM CAMP. THAT'S IT.
for more info, go to candy's blog. =D
4:09 PM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
bah. l8r going out. yea. celebratin x.n's b'day which is on the 19th. ha. hope we'll have fun. lala~
3:38 AM
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
'm still at it. 1 litre of tears. heart-rending. episode 5 for now. watchin it on youtube. it's like taking forever to load. some other webs to watch? please tell!
ytd. went for extra lessons again. thn slacked at some void deck near candy's house. tried cyclin again. this time on shijie's haro. guess wht? almost did it. hmm, almost. turnin at the bends proved to be the greatest obstacle for my slow reflexes. ended up bangin onto every pillar tht came to my way. [sigh!] unscathed. but i can't say the same for the bike. very well, at least managed to cycle ard. made remarkable improvements alright? applause please. X= hope tht i'd master it soon enough for the bbq, thn i can join u guys on the track! *wink*
6:40 AM
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
1 litre of tears is just so nice!!!
4:29 PM
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Friday, November 03, 2006
moodless. had remedials for poa and math today. chem and math for mon and tue. poa for tml. and many more comin up.
today is just like any other day. well, perhaps a wee bit different. ha. headed home straight aft lessons.
nowadays, wasting time. rather than makin my day, 've been livin it in vain.
'm afraid of facin others lately. pressurising.
wht to say, wht not to say. thinkin of wht to say, holdin on wht not to say. takin care of others' feelings. makin sure everyone's happy. no fights. no disputes.
being alone is much better. there's no need to think so much. others' feelings, wht they want, wht they don't want. looking at their gawd-damned freakin, expectin-u-to-do-something faces.
yes, everybody needs to have friends. but who says u need it all the time?
darn it. just be yourself. do whtever u want.
It's like I'll disappear as soon as I close my eyes I feel like I've turned into someone that even I don't recognize Sadly, I've become so small I want to be rescued, but instead of sighing I vomited up my loneliness, and just lay there, measuring it all up
P.S: read my past years' posts. indescribable. ineffable. really shouldn't have read them. i feel sick. real sick. how could i be so immature then? well luckily, it's then. and u can't see them!
