RomancEnchantmentS

2007-11-26T14:43:00.000+08:00

I'M ALREADY THERE!

2007-08-08T21:39:00.001+08:00

《不能說的秘密》

it's great.

2007-05-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU.

2007-05-18T15:45:00.002+08:00

KNNBCCB

that would probably be the line you would use on a snatch thief.

FUCK SHIT.

2007-05-17T16:34:00.001+08:00

ha.
flunked MYE.

just received news that Mrs D. will be leaving the school after the june holidays.
she's gonna be posted to somewhere else.
wt?

hey at least those going for the UK trip will see her till the 10th.
argh.

2007-05-16T16:22:00.000+08:00

CMI!

why

2007-03-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

PERHAPS IT WAS A MISTAKE FROM THE START.
CHOOSING THIS SCHOOL.

sometimes i would ponder if i would be happier now...
if i'd chosen another school.
if i hadn't met certain people,
got to know them,
and got all emotionally-attached to them.
would i be happier?
i don't know.

MY MISTAKE. MY FAULT. MY BAD.

this is SO random.

2007-02-24T20:12:00.001+08:00

drum-roll.

accents.

poppers!
confetti!
streamers!
music!
let's party!
I'm happy.

I'M A SADIST.

jang jang`~

2007-02-24T14:07:00.000+08:00

you must learn to speak up.
if you want us to know,
you must say it.
if you don't want us to know,
then don't give us the you-guys-don't-even-care attitude.
it's as simple as that.
it's like you can't expect us to know what you're thinking.

the misunderstanding has been there for so long,
i wonder how everyone can understand this.
you want to be heard, noticed, cared for.
most importantly,
you want us by your side.

seriously,
i doubt we'd understand.
it has become a habit for them.
and,
most probably for me, too.

things have gotten this far.
occurred for so god-damned long.
reversing it takes the equal or perhaps an even longer time.

i didn't say things will be easy,
that's why the pressure's on.

HA!

2007-02-24T12:25:00.000+08:00

MAYBE IT'S TIME.

2007-02-11T14:39:00.000+08:00

j.x's m.y's s.m's

went out studying with j.x & shumei.
wha ha.

2007-02-05T07:11:00.000+08:00

02/02/07
we were painting our classrooms.
apparently i wasn't of much help.
lol.
instead of painting the classroom,
i painted my uniform.

then i started taking pictures.
*evil grin*

lol. candy at work.

candy and me.

cass and me.

we managed to get some help after tht.
more of it was verbally.

030207
went for laselle-SIA open house in the afternoon.

one of those was made by us!

attended a band concert at VCH.

jysb took part in it.

stopped for some photos.
yes,
i was behaving like some 'sua-gu' or country-pumpkin...

2007-01-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

I posted this 2 years 5 months ago.
August the twelve, 2004.
tonight,
I reposted it.
January the twelve, 2007.
And,
i wonder why.

Here's a very true conversation which we always hid in our hearts and never let it out until... ...

"THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TELL A GUY"
If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me when I fall
If you feel lost,
I too am nowhere.
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we gonna cross each other's path?
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had,
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk with him.
It's you I want to walk with.
Don't let me talk of him.
It's you I want to talk with.
Don't let me fall for him.
It's you I want to fall in love with.

"HOW THE GUY REPLY"
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship.
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere,
I too am lost.
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone.
I want to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of something else.
It's you I want to talk with.
Don't let me fall for someone else.
It's you I want to fall in love with.

WHEN I SAW YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ... I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY... TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...
AND TODAY IS A GIFT... THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...
SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS... BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE... HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY... OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK...

2007-01-13T12:42:00.000+08:00

lol.
this is my first entry for the new year.
man i'm like so lag.
it's the 12th already.
new year?

YTD.
received wonderful, no fantabulous news.
we're going to the UK in june!!!
and it's for 2 weeks.
gawd.
and it's strictly for LITERATURE students.
ha.
heard that e4's going too.
ho-hum.
after all, they are taking lit.
except their's elect lit.
whatever the case,
it doesn't matter to me.
i'm so excited!
wee!~~
well, that's until i got home.

informed the people at home.
guessed it more or less.
OBJECTION.
was so happy for?
nothing.
explaining the objection was unnecessary.
save all that crap.
i'm perfectly fine with it.

JUST NOW.
aunt said that grandma's sponsering for my trip.
aww.
all's not decided yet.
but i'm hoping.

TMR.
CCA fair.
lala~

wondering.

2006-12-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

First of all,
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZESHI!!!"
it's her birthday today, 23rd of december.
she is younger than me for 9 months.
no more or less.
ha.
9 months.
so while i was busy 'screeching my
throat out' in the doctor's arms,
she was somewhat 'in the process of being formed'.
ahem.
here's wishing you many many many
happy years ahead ya.

CHRISTMAS' COMING!!!
o my.
i love christmas!
my family doesn't celebrate x'mas.
wish we do.
but it's okay,
i can always commemorate this
heart-warming season with others.
yep.
christmas exchange we had a week ago
was pretty interesting.

so to all of you out there reading this,
.
..
...
a very happy MERRY CHRISTMAS to you!!!
have a blessed x'mas...

here's something i want to share with girls.
;p

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smiles a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot
to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.

so if your man doesn't do any of those above,
DITCH HIM.
kidding.
but you might want to reconsider.

2006-12-09T04:52:00.000+08:00

wanted to share this with you guys.
it's everyheart by BoA by the way.
enjoy`.

2006-12-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

ytd
slept till 11+.
visited grandma.
still as warm as ever.
hmm.
rushed back for another bbq at tropical.
was okay.
slacked till 10+.

the day before ytd
BBQ-ed.
lol.
it was fun.
went to x.n hse 1st,
which is like opposite mine.
ha.
carried all the stuff to her void deck.
until someone who was s.j,
came for our rescue.
off to cass's void deck.
gathered with most of thm.
thn separated again.
wt?
some went to meet jas.
while [j.x, alvin, s.j] [wei han, cass and me]
broke into 2 grps and made our way to p.r park on cabs.
w.h paid for the cab fare.
thanks.

arrived.
dumped all the things.
looked for fun.
there was none.
crapped for a long time at the beach on s.j's groundsheet.
typical ncc-ian.
assume he bring army stuff everywhere he goes.
joked about alvin's back,
which was really cushiony.
lol.

thn one by one they appeared.
started the fire early.
luckily.
joshua was disgusting-ly mixing the seasoning he brought
onto the chicken wings with his bare hands.
the chicken wings were already marinated the day before with bbq sauce.
also with his hands, tht is.
alvin, s.j, joel tried and tried.
finally the fire was ready.

the cooking was interesting.
snatching food, taking photos and things like tht.
we even made sushi for one another.
ours was edible.
the most normal.
however,
the ones the others made were...
haha.
me j.x and s.j ate candy, x.n and alvin's.
ahem. delicious.
let's see.
there were seaweed, rice, eggs, crabstick, cucumber
followed by M&Ms, salad dressing, bbq sauce and green tea!
felt so sick after eatin those.
=.= "'

soon most of thm went home.
leaving only candy, j.x, cass, x.n, s.j, alvin and me.
candy and j.x went cycling.
while the rest sat beside the pit,
starting to 'gossip'.
discovered some shocking stuff.

after candy went home,
we continued our gossips at the beach.
and at the same time gazing at the stars up in the sky.
mesmerising.

alvin left around 3
as he had a flight to catch l8r.
we decided to move our 'tonning' site to east coast.
waited for the cab at a bus-stop.
thought tht the peak hour was 1-5.
it turned out to be 1-6.
so 1 hr there was wasted.
there was STILL extra charge.
we are a bunch of fools.
lol.
the cabby was nice enough to give us a discount.
watched the sunrise.
aww.
can't remember the last time i saw one.
7 a.m.
all of us had bloodshot eyes by thn.
home-d.

ah. we had fun, i hope.

2006-12-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

past month

okay, know it's a long time since i've really updated my blog.
now here's some of the things i did.

found a job at vivo with y.s.
the working hours 4-10.
an hour $4.
don't mind those.
but the distance from workplace to home,
is a bit of a problem, you see.
so eventually, had to decline it.
really want a job.
]=
y.s still took up the job anyway.
and i took my hat off for her.
ha.

choir camp.
water dodgeball + human monopoly + sharin a big tub of chocolate ice-cream in an already-freezing-ava-room + e.t gig + makin fun of one another + climbing over the main gate - the singin - the scoldin = great fun!
however, climbing over the gate is not such fun to candy.
she sprained her ankle.
poor thing.
lol.
didn't stay overnight.
they sent me home on the 2nd night.
thanks ar.

ytd, had poa extra lesson.
to those who really need extra help.
like me.
cass came too, when she needn't.
but it's good tht she was there.
the ncc and band were there.
break-camp.
saw ah pa with the broom.
he looked so funny sweeping the parade ground and stuff.
[sigh!]
still have lessons later and tmr.
but never mind, we're having our bbq tmr!
i can't wait!
=D

off to school now.

2006-11-28T08:03:00.000+08:00

'''hua yang shao nian shao nu''' is my latest indulgence after 1 litre of tears.
spendin my time on drama serials.
'm so free anyway.
lol.

2006-11-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM CAMP.
THAT'S IT.

for more info, go to candy's blog. =D

2006-11-18T03:38:00.000+08:00

bah.
l8r going out.
yea.
celebratin x.n's b'day which is on the 19th.
ha.
hope we'll have fun.
lala~

2006-11-12T06:40:00.000+08:00

'm still at it.
1 litre of tears.
heart-rending.
episode 5 for now.
watchin it on youtube.
it's like taking forever to load.
some other webs to watch?
please tell!

ytd.
went for extra lessons again.
thn slacked at some void deck
near candy's house.
tried cyclin again.
this time on shijie's haro.
guess wht?
almost did it.
hmm,
almost.
turnin at the bends proved to be the
greatest obstacle for my slow reflexes.
ended up bangin onto every pillar
tht came to my way.
[sigh!]
unscathed.
but i can't say the same for the bike.
very well,
at least managed to cycle ard.
made remarkable improvements alright?
applause please.
X=

hope tht i'd master it soon enough for the bbq,
thn i can join u guys on the track!
*wink*

2006-11-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

1 litre of tears is just so nice!!!

2006-11-03T08:17:00.000+08:00

moodless.
had remedials for poa and math today.
chem and math for mon and tue.
poa for tml.
and many more comin up.

today is just like any other day.
well, perhaps a wee bit different.
ha.
headed home straight aft lessons.

nowadays,
wasting time.
rather than makin my day,
've been livin it in vain.

'm afraid of facin others lately.
pressurising.

wht to say,
wht not to say.
thinkin of wht to say,
holdin on wht not to say.
takin care of others' feelings.
makin sure everyone's happy.
no fights.
no disputes.

being alone is much better.
there's no need to think so much.
others' feelings, wht they want, wht they don't want.
looking at their gawd-damned freakin, expectin-u-to-do-something faces.

yes,
everybody needs to have friends.
but who says u need it all the time?

darn it.
just be yourself.
do whtever u want.

It's like I'll disappear as soon as I close my eyes
I feel like I've turned into someone that even I don't recognize
Sadly, I've become so small
I want to be rescued, but instead of sighing
I vomited up my loneliness, and just lay there, measuring it all up

P.S: read my past years' posts.
indescribable.
ineffable.
really shouldn't have read them.
i feel sick.
real sick.
how could i be so immature then?
well luckily, it's then.
and u can't see them!

unable to tell, like 've lost the ability to speak.

2006-10-27T05:21:00.000+08:00

it's the last day of school!
time passes by really quickly.
a year already?
had big breakfast today.
thn prize-givin.
felt nothing.
probably 'cause tht it's the same people next year.

headed straight home today.
"it's the last day of sch and you just went home?",
u might think.
ha.

've been waiting since 19102006.
really want to watch deathnote.
wonder why it's so difficult to get everyone together.

ok~ candy, this was wht you wanted me to do. .
7 random facts about me:
crazy.
introvert.
emotionally unstable.
temperament.
yielding.
loves company.
loves being by myself at times.

7 things that scare me:
typical long-haired, dirty-nailed female ghost.
walking home alone late at night.
failure.
being unaccepted.
creepy crawlies.
losing my loved ones.
myself.

7 Favourite Musics At The Moment:
jay chow's an jing.
evan yo's wo ke yi.
evanescence's call me when you're sober.
linkin park's numb.
panic! at the disco's i write sins, not tragedies.
nickelback's savin' me.
justin timberlake's my love.

7 People I Fancy:
must it be only 7?

7 Things I Say Most:
ah!
oui!
halo!
ok~
walau~
qu si~
bye.

7 Things I like most:
hp.
com.
OBS.
fluffy furry stuff.
music.
sports.
food!, namely chocolates. .

7 People to Do This:
jasmine!
eunice!
vivien!
haiye!
hanchun!
ivan!
jing xin!

ytd.
had street fest.
choir was there too.
[sigh!]
rehearsals and rehearsals.
thn the actual performance.
sang halfway,
[bom!]
thunder.
wth is this.
thn downpoured.
proves tht we can really bring rain.
send us to places with drought larh.
at least we can do some good.
[no offence to loyal choirmates.]

quite a no. of people were there.
unexpectedly.
saw mr.shaiful! aw, he's just so nice.

performance ended soon and met f.m, rachel, s.m, j.x and those below.
when jas, x.n, candy, cass, 940, s.j, j.w, daryl and me went to food junction for our long-awaited dinner.
didn't want it there.
but there was simply too many of us.
they can really talk a lot.
especially daryl.
f.m rachel went shopping.
j.x s.m long john's.

went "shopping".
some of thm left.
me j.x jas x.n and deli stopped at mac for a break.
thn we headed hm.

2006-10-22T20:15:00.000+08:00

Yes.
'm pretty much lifeless at hm.
which explains the following.
've done countless ones.
here are a few addin to ytd's.

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,091,000

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

Wo. Unbelivable. Minyi's actually worth this much.

Your EQ is 127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Yet another miracle!

You Are 68% Paranoid Schizophrenic

You definitely have a chance of being a paranoid schizophrenic.
Crazy or not, you certainly don't have a good grip on reality!

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

True.

i've absolutely nth to do.

2006-10-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

You Are 40% Girly

You are a pretty hardcore tomboy, and a very free spirit.
Gender roles be dammed, you like to do things your way.

How Girly Are You?

See tht?
Now stop sayin i'm girly, gu niang or sissy!
=D

You Are 30% Normal

You sure do march to your own beat...
But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all
You think on a totally different wavelength
And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

Like the sound of this...

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Glutton.

You Should Drive a Lamborghini

A true daredevil, you're always in search of a new rush. Clearly, you're a total speed demon... just don't get caught!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

I would very much prefer a Ferrari Enzo...

Your Blogging Type is Spontaneous and Shocking

Nothing is off limits for you when it comes to blogging.
In fact, your blogging style is basically "Shock and Awe."
You're competitive - you strive to be an A list blogger.
And with your wild writing style, you just might make it.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Smile big for everyone, even when you know what they've done.

2006-10-18T02:32:00.000+08:00

Smile big for everyone, even when you know what they've done.

'm like so sick.
perhaps of the haze.
maybe results.
don't know.

spent the whole mornin reading others' blogs.
like some psyco larh.
everyone who blogged was talkin about results [overall]
they've gttn ytd.
and yes,
'd do the same.

well,
this is it.
EL: B4. there goes my A.
EM: D7. 49/100. wth.
Combined Sci: B3. 2 marks to A2.
Combined H: C5.
Literature: B4.
MT: A2.
POA: B4. surprisingly.
[SIGH!]

our class,
bravo man!
10 were in the retain list.
[goodness.]
other classes too had a no. of 'retainers'. all not-yet-decided, ok?
rmb seeing everyone's face.
tht expression on it.
anxiety.
most of thm only failed English.
and they are going to be retained?
tht's so damn-freaking unfair!
today's the promotion day.
hopefully things will turn out right for them.
[please do!]

ytd. i ponned choir.
please larh.
do you expect me to go?
so we [candy cass jianwei yuyao me] slacked in the canteen.
it's been a long time since we did tht.
ah pa havin ncc meetin dere.
ha.
we were disturbin thm all the time,
from j.w's HARDGAY's actions to the Silk's.
soon y.y and j.w entertained the rest of us in this magnificient
'you act[j.w] and i laugh[y.y]' scene.
[lol. we can't stop laughing.]
talked crap.
but we laughed like mad.
sort of de-stressed thn.
thanks a lot guys!
aft ncc's over,
we went 840 playground again.
saw mian'er and her friends.
obviously to bball court larh.
mm, slacked.
can't help but to feel tht we shouldn't be there.

the day before ytd.

j.x cass candy me went to cc mac.
saw the guy i used to bump into every mornin.
ah pa joined us l8r.
and when we left,
saw a pri sch friend.
jason, ha.
he was on his bike and just whizzed past me.
assume tht he doesn't recognize me.
brought back some memories, though.
[sigh!]
candy recognized him too.
we told cass tht.
she went like "JASON! JASON!".
almost stuffed my shoe into her mouth.
siao.
he'd better not hear her.

thn we went to the playground near my place.
j.w joined us.
talked bout results, again.
we've got no lives.

and if you've been readin this all along,
thanks for being so patient.

Call Me When You're Sober

2006-10-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should've let you fall,
Lose it all,
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves,
And I'm sick of the lies,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame,
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded,
You can't play the victim this time.
And you're too late.

So, don't cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You love me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober,
You only want it `cause it's over - it's over.

How could I have burned paradise.
How could I, you were never mine?

So, don't cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
Don't lie to me, just get your things.
I've made up your mind.


shoutout:
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIYE!!!"

failure

2006-10-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

'm so so damned dead.
gt back 5 papers today.
as expected,
failed poa.
've gtn 41.5/100.
mdm kho was so disappointed.
shit.

failed emath.
embarassin.
gtn a mere 37.5 for it.
[my gawd.]

shld jus go bang wall + jump off buildin.
[sigh!]

passed bio[B3].
mt[A2].
lit[C5] .

if things don't get better,
my future is vast.

but fortunately i've gt good friends.
Vivien volunteered to teach me MCQ, bank recon.,
Candy/Cass - depreciation, disposal, durin the hols.
they are goin to have a very hard time.
trust me.

sad sadded sadden.

went bac hm.
took hp.
went out again.
with whom n where i shan't tell in case i'm invitin trouble.
u guys shld noe.
[lol.]

msned.
chatted quite a lot today.
in fact, too much.
disclosed to ivan some personal matters.
yup,
made sure he exchanged some with me.
so tht it's fair.
[aha.]

discussed 'the living dead' with dear ah pa.
[vampire family!]

bushed.
it's 3/4 past 11.
1/4 to 12.
whtever.

sleepy.

bla.

2006-10-11T17:20:00.000+08:00

'm so bored.
complainin everday.
growin old soon.

sch was sian the whole day.
talks and talks.
first was dm.
next,
someone from republic poly.
thn,
temasek poly.
ha.
paid attention to tht.
' integrated resort design & management '.
tht is wht i wish to take.
coincidentally, there was this talk.
[lol.]
however,
entry requirement = 17.
hope i can make it.
initially wanted,
' mass comm '.
ha.
for tht,
ety rqmt = 12.
[think so.]
no chance la.
o.
found out sth relatin to guo harn.
wasn't supposed to know.
[sorriie!]

thn,
e1 & e5 went to i-hub.
antr talk.
SAL Business Sch.
Accountin and stuff.
my a/c...
[sigh!]

aft sch,
saw mr tenn.
[sigh!]
my paper 2,
ha.
less thn 20.
'm so dead.

candy, benjamin, shi jie, jian wei & me went tm.
bought candy's mom's present.
her birthday tml.
' HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE! '
jian wei left whn we were at yoshinoya.
ben left shortly.
the 3 of us,
went 'shoppin' in circles.
sian.
accompanied thm hm.
nt meanin to disrupt their ' er ren shi jie '.
o look.
his name is in there too!
[ahem.]
on the way she was pullin my sleeve,
sayin 'qu!, qu!'.
askin me to go to tml's outin.
uh ah.
nt goin.
[lol.]

sent her hm.
thn me & him walk the same way.
[i sinned.]
'm headin hm.
he was goin to j.w's hse.
we lamed along the way.
no.
we didn't walk with one leg.
[ahem.] [sorriie.]

thn we walk separate ways.
[phew!]
thn hm.
[sign!]

one day's gone just like tht.
at this rate,
i keep
'[sigh!]', grumblin, apologisin
everyday,
'm really goin to grow old soon.

old lady needs her rest now.

exams are over!

2006-10-10T17:31:00.000+08:00

YEAH.
had last paper today.
it's finally over.
but,
there's still results.

'm so damn happy.
ya.
wish to.
'm so bored.
candy + others went cyclin'.
didn't join thm.
can't cycle.
pathetic.
candy, sorriie.
knew you wanted an outin' for so long.
[sigh!]

've been home for hrs.
tried to slp.
but.
can't slp in broad daylight.
it's always like tht.
hate this.
was on the phone with jasmine.
bored her out.
man.

chatted with ivan on msn.
he's still havin exams.
[tsk!]
thn some unknown guy came askin' some nonsensical qns.
shucks.
and thn came another.
"~!@#$%^&*()?"
mood goes from hanging by the cliff to,
the summit.

picked myself up from the ground.
gathered some energy.
started to change blogskin.
made it.
exhausted.
and now.
this.
drained.

lamed with ivan [nerd!].
see tagboard.

dyin.

I'm back!

2006-10-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

'm back. ya. [applause]
it's been a couple of months...
gt com fixed weeks ago.
've gt so many things to write...
a lot of things happened within this period of time.
bt how 'm i goin to start?

[sigh!] okay. here goes...

had cl paper 2 n poa paper today.
[exams had started for a week]
cl was ok. but for poa...
terrible.
can't do everything.
almost teared.
nah.
nt almost.
expecting no more than 40/100.
drag.
who can i blame?
n it's over.
next.

ok. now friends.
after splittin to diff classes,
all's been well.
we still remain in close contact.
[sigh!]
hope tt 'll last.
o yes. nt forgettin...

OBS!
attended obs.
10072006-14072006.
BATTUTA watch.
instructors - Hiap Luh and Jackie.
gawd i miss thm.
had so much fun thn.
kayaked.
hiked.
jumped.
sprinted.
climbed.
yelled.
bled.
played.
laughed.
cried.[didn't wish to]
now tt reminds me.
pls don laugh.

this was wht happened...
on the third night, we were preparin for dinner, thn i couldn't find our friend jing xin[ j.x ].
went back to the tent, called out to her a couple of times, no response.
it was really dark. i didn't hav a torchlight with me. assumed she wasn't in there.
went ard askin, no one saw her. was like, 'my gawd! where's she?'
told candy n x.n. [battuta was with 3 other watches, namely amundsen(candy), cheng ho(x.n) n 1 other i cn't recall].
panicked.
han chun thn found me in this near-berserk state. accompanied me in search for j.x.
there was still no sigh of her. thn i broke down.[ahem]
we even went to the other area, where junko, columbus were.
everbody saw me in tears.
went back.
guess wht?
j.x was there!
candy x.n n me thn we did sth. aww... nt tellin! =x

l8r i found out tt she was in the tent all the while. apparently she dozed off therefore she couldn't hear me n yes, i didn't see her!
arh! is this plain stupidity or wat?

till here!

yeah...

2006-02-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

in school..
supposedly doin' chinese blog.
but who cares.
hahas.
i've thought of it.
know wht i shld do now.
hahas.

2006-01-30T17:09:00.000+08:00

it's me
i've made up my mind ...
goin' to enjoy my last days of being 14 & gettin straight on serious when i Get 15 . .
well, i guess i'll just have to 'grow up LARH!'
eventually everyone has to grow up.
tired of all my immatureNESS
ha .

Finalli ...

2005-04-20T03:13:00.000+08:00

YOZ!...

Minyi's 1st entry of 2005
After months ...

i'm in sch now... havin an IT lesson ...sianz ... gtg now... dis com i'm usin... ha ...betta go now b4 it logs off on its own again ... Darn it!

hmm...

2004-10-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

haiz . sianz . now at eunice de hse . finally i can do some bloggin liaoz . so long nvr blog liao lorz . between dis period of time , so many things happened ... i can't finish sayin everythin ! it could juz take hours fer mi 2 finish dem .
hmm ... left 1 wk more & i hav 2 sae "BYE!" 2 1e1 ... so sad . but wat can i do . i totalli flunked in my exams . no hope fer 2 b in 2e1 ... haiz . i'll miss 1e1 . realli , i do . but , i realli hope vat the last wk i could spend in 1e1 would be enjoyable .

bye~

Will i ever learn ...

2004-09-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

Will i ever learn..
Feel so wat sia... Sometimes i really wish to forget u but i can't help but to think of u.. But nowadays, seeing u. No feelings... Perhaps this is better for me so i can just let the feeling come and go the natural way ... The feelin i hav for u will soon go away ... I hope ......

2day woke up so early den tot of my blog so come n see and ryte lorz ... ^^ saw eunice, shaun, n georgina's blogs ... 0... saw shaun's so nice sia ... gd larh make mi jealous seh ... nvr mind ... my blog under construction... n eunice's... DEPRESSION eh ... all those haiz ... dunno when she will overcome dis ... georgie de ... no NEW post ... shuan le ...nth 2 sae liaoz ...

("\/")inyi ~

2004-08-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

Here's a very true conversation which we always hid in our hearts and never let it out until.........

THIS IS WHAT A GIRL TELL A GUY
If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.
If you hear me talking about him all the time Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
Because you're not there to catch me fall If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with.

"HOW THE GUY REPLY"
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

WHEN I SAW YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU... I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ... I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY... TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...
AND TODAY IS A GIFT... THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...
SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS... BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE... HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY... OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK...

i m so so so troubled ....

2004-07-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

haiz. so unhappy ... guess nobody realised tt ... gd... so sianz ... nt onli coz of tt guy ... she 2dae herself os0 nt happi ... can c de ... sabo mi kena questioned by mr vanan ... sth happened 2 "the other one"... den she want keep sayin but den nvr tell me ... she told her & the other her ... but nvr tell me ... nvr mind it's none my business anyway ... but den she kept sayin ... since i don noe den don say it in front of moi can? i nt transparent de lehz ...

HAZ ... nobodi found out again ... my actin's so gd ... nt tt i wanna brag ....
DON MAKE MI HATE U ... ...

PS: i jus don wanna quarrel ... dere's nt much time 4 us 2 b '2gether lez ... my fren... ...

la la la la la ...

2004-07-11T06:48:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8 2day... went runnin with eunice & grace hopin 2 build up some stamina 4 c-c run & NAPFA TEST... haiz nt realli runnin i shld say... tt eunice ran half-way (or nt even runnin in the 1st place) den leg pain liao hahaz... so useless (no offence horz) ... at 1st we're supposed 2 run at tam stadium but den so mani pple dere den we giv up le... scared wat... haiz then we went 2 the park lorz ... run nt even 1 km den we started chattin liaoz ... haiz... we go see the maze... wa kaoz ... all vandalism dere lorz... godbro de " ...***** **** luv ******* **** .... hahz... but tt shld b the past le baz... i don even noe how my godbro's doin now... useless larh me ...

tried nt 2 think bout tt guy... but i failed ... when i at eunice's hse i felt sad... haiz... bo bian... i lik tt guy 2 much liaoz ... mus 4get him soon... ahem... as i was saein i at uni hse got a chance 2 log in msn lez (finally)... haiz ... grace was oso online ... she everydae online de larhz ... ;p

haiyoz i tok so much alr ? so... perhaps dis is better so i won tink so much bout him ...=)
kkz tt's all 4 2dae...

no mood ...

2004-07-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

haiz no mood 2day larh... i hate tons of things tt happened 2 mi , wat i found out... i shld b happi upon hearin dis but i'm nt... my heart hurts 4 him... i'm sure he wasn't feelin better either ... he acted lik as if nth had happened... but y mus he do tt... yup a guy's dignity is important... 4 tt i noe but... ARGH! how i wish i don't hav 2 think bout dis anymore ... pls don torture urself... let ur feelins out ... i cant bear 2 see u lik dis ... i noe tt dere is no way u will c dis by any chance but pls ...

i m alwayz behind u ...

haiz.... another borin day......

2004-07-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

T_T. 2day is like such a f**kin day. TT GUY... HE was AT IT again ... He did it b4... But i don understand Y he mus do tt... i did nth wrong... Y?

Mmm hmm ... because of love, i will nvr hate u.

2004-06-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

HeY HeY ... TiS iS mY vErI 1st eNtRy 2 My BlOgGiE ... : )I'vE nVr ThOuGhT oF cReAtIn A BloGgIe TiLl i SaW EUNICE's BloG ... KK ... eNuFf Of CrAp LeZ ... I TinK I'd Be ExPeCtIn MoR oF TiS CrAp Baz.... ;p